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and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
[whispering:]
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you |
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| Your Expression Number is 5 | A total multi-tasker, you have a wide variety of talents.
You're very versatile and able to change at a drop of a hat.
A free spirit, you crave change and adventure.
Clever and quick witted, you can convince anyone of anything.
You can do anything you desire... though this sometimes gets you in trouble!
Very popular, you're always thinking up new ways to entertain and amuse your friends.
Your restless and impatient attitude means you don't stay with projects for long.
You tend to be erratic and scattered - it's hard for you to focus.
You often find yourself in a state of flux with constantly changing interests. |
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Today I went to the junk yard with darrin to get some parts for his new truck that he is trying to make...into a cinderella.
We walked around and then got a handle.. thats it..
Later we went to autozone got some crap put ittogether and back to myhouse...
I heard they were giving away coldplay tickets on orock so i decided to get them.. We waited for 4 hours, and didnt get them :(
I also was waching the movie awards awwww omg i love the breakfast club im so hapy the honerd it :). I have seen that move 48 times, and im proud of it :D. Later darrin and I started playing ffxi but we stopped jees this is such a boring journal...
I love him though we have our dumb problems but we work on them, of course..
lol "I bet we will last longer than your mom and her new husband.. >.> " lol thats darrin.
Im almost 18 jees i feel so weird about the whole thing, im trying to get a job waitressing at perkins, and right now life is moving sooo fast... its spinning irratically to me, just feels abnormal. I want off this kerazy train, nock me out I've lost all sanity.
I took out my nose ring, darin things im more beautiful without it and its way to inconvinient.:/ i still have my navel though \m/ ^^\m/ rock it piercings!
I need a ciggarrette well not really just sounds good, i think its dumb how ppl get addicted.. im not i have one maybe every other week... but i have chained smoked for a week straight never got addicted...ppl are week minded.
a martini sounds good though.
Oh hey Leave comments on my next question.
If You could relive any night or day of your life which would it be and why?Current Mood: ok Current Music: coldplay "in my place" |
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Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 01:48 am
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Im turning 18 june 23!!!! Just some days now till I get my liscenced and a car that the rents cal a dodge stealth... dont know what that is but... whatever... Its so weird being out of high school I dont feel that old, or anyt more responcible.. maybe thats because Ive been lounging playing FFVIII and waching movies, hanging out with my friends and just fucking around.... Hey I went to school for 13 god damn years im entittled to a break just lke every one else. kindergarden through 12... phew.... Then when I get my car its off to get a reteraunt job so I can have that exp for culinary art school. revcently Like I said Ive done pretty much nothing... I hung out with mike a couple weks ago and mark looked all over deland and orange city for some mysteriouse brownie for mark. Hung out with Mike more and drove around, to the mall and bestbuy he bought me a thursday cd rushed home and spent home with Darrin.
 God I love that boy.
Any wase Mike.... >.> used to be kind of kewl... OK oK so he was never tottaly kewl, but I ound out some pretty fucked up things not to mention he is a little psychotic. First off befor school got out a bit befor he knocked his g/f out... b/c she broke his cd player... ? Then he started being really nice to me and I was blinded for a bit and thought wow hes kind of kewl.. He told me he didnt meen to knock out his ex... "lol ok ok mike..." Then we started hanging out.. first was the night of the brownie, then some other nights when I was upset about something... He knows I have A boyfriend but yet he alwase tels me that im great and that he would really like to date me he talks non stop about me to james and he even bought me stuff, He alwase says weird things too like, you should come with me to callifornia and all kinds of stuff related, and then.... downtown.
We were downtown and he was talking about this whore he had a one night stand with and how he made her walk home because he thought she was fucking with his mind and how he hates it when ppl fuck with him... he turnd slowly and lookd at me and said very kreepy like " you arent fucking with me are you" "heh heh heh ^^; no mike" god hes so kreepy, not only that.. he alwase calls when he gets straight off work and says he lets do something... "no mike im with darrin" so blow him off come hang out... OMG IM DATING DARRIN YOU LUNITIC! fuck man... does he think he and I are dating... not only that he was practically telling me that I was coming with him to sarasota or something to see his dead grandma for a funeral i kep[t saying.. im not going i hate funerals blah blah and he is all oh come on come on.. omg i finnnally had to snapp "IM NOT GOING I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR DEAD GRANDMA!!!" He got quiet and a little uneasy so i said i wanted to go home and thats the last I saw of him lol. I told his friend james that I was creeped out and to talk to him, he did and mike said he was through trying to get me.. like he ever had a chance....
I hung out with Lisa and Eli the other day... they came over and interupted my ffviii playing well darrin and I's. We played pictionary for hours, god we are lame but it finnaly came down to a final showdown darrin and I won but then they wanted another chance so then we did and then we did again b/c darrin and I wanted another chance and the power of love prvaild we won again. We are the champions. We playd poker earlier but no reall winner was declared b/c lisa ran into the other because eli was being a bitch... darrin played tickle monster on lisa and all was well thats when pictionary comensed. We set off fire crackers that were lame and decided on bad santa for a good movie to wach. It was though a really funny movie....
towards the end of the movie billy bob thorton was running from the cops in a santa out fit with a pink elephant for the kid whos house he was staying and got gunned down...
Lisa: thats not funny....
Darrin: hahahaha
Myself: hahahaha
Eli: Oh come on lisa waching santa get gunned down in fron of a bunch of kids is kind of funny... hahaha
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Omg, I cannot believe how irritatingly stupid my mother is. This morning after I had only been sleeping for like 4 hours my mother comes in at like 9 and says "jade look at what im wearing to yuor graduation"
Ok first off why the fuck do I care what the hell you are wearing and why the fuck did you wake me up to tell me that shit?
Any wase 10 minutes later she bursts into my mroom and is all "GET UP OMG UP UP ITS ALMOST TIME TO GO BLAH BLAH BLAH YOU HAVE TO GET READY."
>< I hate her -_-.
Any who I get up blah blah and then mike the ride, You know that guy that formally dated keri white, and then sold her prom dress and knocked her front teeth out, mike? Any who "I cant take you my tires are flat."
::10 minutes later::
"N/M Gotem fixed"
So off we go, on the way to daytonawith some other guy we picked up, and we find on the way there that there were some dead bodies in the road, so no big deal we'll just go around, so we take saxon or whatever some how, and drive for eons, then when we are only lke a block away from graduation the time is ticking its like 11:55 and we are supposed to be there at 12:00 for the cerimony and we are in traffic....
Phew dad to the rescue Mikes dad came stole the care and parked it up in the heaven parking lot (ill get there later). So we ran to the garduation... I never thought in a million years I would be running to my graduation...
well we made it just intime for me to bulshit with buddy stringfellow, jew nose (darrins friends) and some other people. Then the cerimony.
I wasnt nervouse till the actual walk omg I was like sweaty and gross and Mr moyer had a hand shake that seriously didnt even deserve to be called one.
I hated waiting every row one by one went up and I sat there thinking omg I just want to friggin walk and get it over with... and Seriously I started to feel bad b/c I yelled for like all my friends and ppl I knew I clapped, but towards the end, I was just to lazy to put forth anymore effort.
I yelled so loud though for lisa it was so funny I made christian robertsons ears bleed I swear I did, she was in front of me. Its so weird after they shuffle all of us into neatly allined seats liket hey were going to shoot us one by one they hurry us one by one across a stage like cattle and then make you shake hands with ppl most havent even met, infront of thousands of people waching you like a side show. Then they position you on these painted feet on the floor and take a mug shot, they cant just tell you where to stand, you have to stand on feet prints...
After the garduation I met up with some friends and my mother... ew...
I took some pics with Lisa, and then off to some place to eat, when mike decides to get lost as me and darrin sleep in the back of his car some place in deltona..and sanford? He was looking for james dugger. The he lost his temper much like he did when he "smacked the bitch up", and threw his phone and almost punched the windshield...prolly would have killed evry one in the car b/c he wouldnt have been able to see on the road and we would have all died in a firey car crash and pulp on the ground. He threw his phone though managing to break it into like 7836589346586435 pieces. He has the worst temper, Darrin and I made a few remarks on what we thought he would throw next..We decide dit would prolly be the stearing wheel. Then we would die anywase b/c we would just keep going straight, straight into a wall or something.
Mike dropped Darrina and I off at ruby tuesday and I bought dinner, darri8n made me try the crab cakes... Yuck I hate sea food
Later we were back at my house looking up cheap porn then a he left and a silent movie made him go sleepy.
May. 22nd, 2005 @ 09:51 pm
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Macbeth
"Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day to the last sylimbal of recorded time. And all our yesterday have lighted fools the way to dusty death. Out, out brief candle! Lifes but a walking shadow that, a poor slayer that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is heard no more. It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury signifying nothing."
May. 20th, 2005 @ 03:20 pm
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This is so funny having a live journal again i had one once but uh things happend... ^^;
Yea thats me I just dyed my hair like this weird ass red brown color, from black, if you wantt o see what i used to look like http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/vanity_623/ thats my other journal for pics only.
I just graduated well, got out of school we havent yet done the ceremony yet, but we are this weekend. I can't believe high school its over its so depressing. Now work and life... whatever Im taking A YEAR off to chill and just work as a waitress so i can have resteraunt exp so when i actually have more money and go to college for a chef, it will look good. Plus Ill have more money.
Itryto hang out as muchas possible away from my house, i hate my mother and step dad, and this might sound bad but i am only nice to them so they dont bother me, its seems everything these daysis such a huge bother the only reason i dont tell more ppl to just go fuck themselve is b/c i dont want to creat the inconvinience, I hate inconvinience.
The past weekend I learned how to play poker through a gay friend a party from the dolar tree and wached a couple horror flicks that were jappaneese.
For 2004 I spent the better part of my senior year. I skipped I hung out I got over the biggest hurt of my life, and gaind the greatest love. I got my first referal for 12 tardies in a row... :x not that bad... though. I learnd to not give a fuck over most of the things that would usualy plague me, and to give a fuck with most of the things that usually dont plague but i should... if that makes sence.I had the best year of my life i could honestly say, I rocked it. actually i think 17 is my new favorite number.
Jees im so weird. but this is my first entree so whatev.
May. 15th, 2005 @ 04:49 pm
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